Rituals of Dust
It comes on slowly, occurring first at
the murky edge of your reasoning, on the border of where the
practical and the surreal meet. Your eyes gradually adjust to the
darkness, and unseen details begin to emerge at the center of your
vision and radiate outward. All the while your other senses are
adapting as well - The scent of the stale air, the faint taste of the
dust you kicked up upon entering, the sound of pigeons rustling upon
the rafters high above. Eventually all these seemingly disjointed
details sync up to form a strange yet perfect chorus, one that is
equal parts beautiful and deeply haunting. This is the voice of the
building, and it wishes to recount to you its story.
What you see today, standing before you
in this historic district, is the end result of five years
of work, spanning from 1855 to 1860. Though ages ago now, the product
of those endeavors are no less impressive now as they were a century
and a half ago. This church, though in the midst of a great hardship,
remains as gorgeous in appearance as it is massive in size. The
front-most spire, which stands over 230 feet in height, looms over
the city which surrounds it. The carved limestone and detailed
ornaments of its facade have come to be a trademark of the community.
There seems not a soul who does not find this incredible house of
worship breathtaking, but all the love in the world cannot keep the
rot away.
Once inside your gaze immediately heads
skyward, it's an almost involuntary response – The ornate and
immense cathedral ceiling pulls it there. Angels stare back, their
faces lit in multi-hued patters as the sunlight filters in through
the stained glass. At one time they must have been beautiful, though
they appear lifeless now. The same could be said of the grand hall of
the church itself. It takes little imagination to picture it as it
once were, full of people, music, life. Now it stands silent and
empty, the sole congregation here in recent years being the pigeons
who now roost on high. Each one that swoops down from overhead stirs
up a grey cloud of their own filth which hangs in the still air for
far longer than seems natural, slightly obscuring the chamber beyond
in a dull haze. Murals remain illustrating scenes that, given their
current setting, all seem far removed from any holy origins. As if
the figures depicted therein were trapped here against their will.
Still, even in its current state, the
church stands proud and grand. There is a flicker of light left here,
buried under filth and neglect. It is weak but resilient, and can
certainly shine brightly again if only given the chance. In recent
history some much-needed work was done to stabilize the structure
from collapse, but in the years since then any future plans for the
building have failed to get past the planning phase. So it is that
the old church has found itself cast into purgatory, awaiting a final
fate to be decided by some higher power.
Old stereoscopic image of the main hall
Service in the 1950's
Words fail.
View from the raised organist platform.
Image from the late 1800's, showing the rear of the church.
The iconic front-most spire was added after 1900.
1904
After completion of the main spire.